Humiliation is hard to forget as it is when your failures are amplified. You are under a microscope, naked and cannot escape. You wish to make it stop. Your heart stops and caves in every time you replay the scenario. You wonder, how you can go back and fix this without having to relive this moment.
It could follow you where you go and present itself at inconvenient times. You live your life bruised by this experience. Avoid this feeling at all costs.