Chaos is an inevitable emotion. Sometimes I feel that it’s both a blessing and a curse for people to have internal turmoil and confusion raging in their mind. Chaos keeps us awake at night, but also makes us look forward to another day. It brings uneasiness yet creates an opportunity for growth.

In time, I learn not to avoid the emotion and find ways to live with it instead. I stop fighting against the current, and just let it break me, move me, and transform me. I stop trying to make it disappear, because there’s no way the chaos will end, people just make peace with it, and learn how to get over it.

In the end, it’s only through chaos that I can understand the beauty that life has to offer. If things are so perfect, so orderly, I think I will end up taking everything for granted.

Kezia Gabriella
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